lama x buat benda budak2 ni.

carpello marfello!

Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
helloo....(very draggy)

A random number texts you at 4AM and says "comeoutside." What do you do?
wake up,peek at the window to see who is it,then go back to bed if its a prank.

Whats your favorite thing to do in the summer time?
sky juice!

Do you get jealous of your friends when their taken and your single?
sometimes,but then i'll be annoyed if they're being too mellow

You just won 100 mil. What do you buy first?
a new handphone and a car for myself.

Do you get overly emotional about small things?
at times, yes.

If you were in the hospital, who would you want by your side?
loved ones.

How many best friends do you have?
a few.

Do you believe that your first love can be your only love in life?
nooope.

Do you like Vanilla Coke?
not that much.

Do you tan easily?
yeap,typical asian.

What does your last text say?
"hehe,sbr la, syg idpt tiket, tpi jumaat malam" from <3

Who's the last person you punched and why?
riefqy roo! because he kept a secret from me.

What did you last buy?
cupcakes for wanoy :)

Who was your last call from?
rohilmi.he wanted to tell me his current help-me-by-listening problem.

If you did a drug test for cocaine would you pass?
hoyeaaah.im clean.

Are you on any drugs at the moment?
paracatemol.

What are you listening to?
if u leave me now by chicago.i swear to god that my friends are annoyed by me because i kept repeating the same song over and over again.

Do you like to wear sweatpants?
no i prefer shorts.

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
yes <3

When showering, do you start the water and then get in, or get in then start?
get in then start.

Do you moan in the shower like the people on the Herbal Essences?
OMG no that sounds horny.haha

Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
sure have!

What are your plans for the weekend?
raya raya raya!

Have you ever had sex in a tent?
no.and i dont plan to.

What were you doing at 4am this morning?
beauty sleep keeps my skin healthy.

Have you kissed the last person you texted?
hehe nooo.not yet.hahah

If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?
yes,very.

What's the very first thing you do when you wake up?
check my phone for messages and missed calls.

What are you wearing on your feet?
nothinggg

Have you ever found someone you really really really liked?
yes.but things didnt work out and now we're good friends.

Does anyone think your an asshole?
of course.

You wake up, all your hair is gone, your first reaction?
oh cool.now i dont have to care about strands of hair dying to get out of the scarf.

nothing

carpello marfello!

yes,
nothing.
i have nothing to write.
assignments arent done, tests are coming, sleep is lacking.
bye.

18th july 2009.

carpello marfello!

feast your eyes,whack a smile :)

Hati yang keras akhirnya kecundang juga.

carpello marfello!

two thumbs up for the short series "bila mama pakai celana".this show was aired on tv3 but i guess i missed it because i was away at university.

this series is about a hard-working mom who has been doing everything(from house chores to managing a spa to holding a cooking class to entertaining the family's needs). her daughter suddenly had to complete and assignment on her mother. so she starts following her mother out and about to work and cooking classes to know her daily routine.after all that has done, she finally understands her mother's hard work to keep the family up up up. she then pulls in her elder brother to join her in order to complete the assignment and well, the brother realises his mother's sacrifices too.soon after, their father found out about the assignment and they decided to organise a surprise birthday celebration for their dear mother.meanwhile,the mother felt suspicious with her children wanting to follow her to work and being close(in which they are not at first).and the ever provoking friends and last child, she feels unappreciated in the family.

at the end of the story, the mother screams and shouts at the husband about what she has done for the family and well the husband then told her about the assignment.the kids heard the quarrel and entered the room with a birthday cake and present..

what touched me was the way the mother expressed her feelings and told her husband about what she has done for the family and when the kids entered the room sobbing tears while singing the birthday song.and the card on the present that wrote "mom, i <3>

without realising, i was holding back tears, watching that scene.(i had to.mak was near me so takkan nak nangis.) but i shed a tear.

made me wonder how mak felt when she does the house chores while the only person around available to help her(but didnt) was playing games and blogging and myspacing right in front of her (yes, i'm talking about me).but we never forget her birthday.hehe :p

i should help my mum around the house.MORE.i do, but only after i've been asked to.she was never stopped thinking about the family and the space that we live in.she makes sure that we're comfortable at home.and also makes sure that we're her happy daughters.always making sure we get what we want.always making sure we to have nice clean clothes to wear everyday.

i love u mak.

back from the east.

carpello marfello!

i'm back from ganu.

satar baby.awesome.and delicious deep-fried squid.wooohpp.

okay so i did nothing much.we arrived at kuala terengganu quite late in the evening so the shops were closed.so we bought something from just A shop

which costs us like almost a lot of $$.shopaholics.haha.

checked in at the hotel at about 10pm so we just went to bed after praying and all.watched south park the movie for a bit.ngeehehe.baddBADDDmovie.

the next morning mak and i went for breakfast together becse abah had to visit some oil palm estates to settle some things. oh.here's a pic of mak after breakfast.

Aint she simply a rockstar?

hehe.

mak said to abah "aisyah ni bosan lah".i slept the whole morning after cycling till noon.mak wants to go to the lobby shop and buy some munchies and go to them lil shops downstairs.i was too sleepy(comfy bed.who could resist?) so i rejected her invitation.hehe.she wont go by herself cuase she said she would forget where our room is.hahaha.

abah kept saying "aisyah ko taknak ke makan durian?abah offer ni." tactic.ngeh.he wanted to eat durian.we stopped by the roadside on the highway to eat durian.very nice.balik rumah ada durian lagi.i was full on satar,thats why i didnt eat much of that durian.but it tastes wonderful.

now back home.going out to mid with azzim and akif.yeehaa!

challo!

To reminisce the past

carpello marfello!

back when i was younger (and much smaller and had less fat) i used to be a kill-ass chic

ka.hahah

here's to prove.

hehe.told ya so.kill-ass right? the green uniform certainly kills ass :p i'm much smaller back then(oh i miss those days.)

so anyway.i think i'm gonna upload some old photos and

tell you about the people in

them.

this photo is to prove that i used to be a prefect.a cool one

eh.brings handphones to school.ngeh3.

these are my best friends when i was in form 1 till form 3.then i entered boarding school

and we don't contact much afters.the one in tudung is afiqah and the one not is mysarah.great people those two.we used to spend time by the swings after school.and not to forget dikir barat! these people are the first to splash water at me on my 13th birthday.oh memories.

Okay, this photo below was taken after the finals back when i was in form 2.left to right:Loo Yan Shan,ME,Jade Huang and Yeoh Ee Ping. I will never forget them.especially Ee Ping.w

e had our ups and downs but we're A okay now right?Jade was the class laughing jukebox.my god, u should try hear her laugh.unforgettable.yan shan was the naughty/smart/cool class monitor.haha.oh

yeah, my tudung was superbly and perfect round back in those days.haha

now here is a face i would never forget.

Alyaa Shafiyah.amazing kiddo.my best buddy in all three forms in Elok.wondergirl i tell you.a great english writer.i

simply adore here language skills.and oh we used to annoy azeem and harvind who sat in front of us by singing OAG songs esp 60's TV.i wonder if they still remember.i

don't know what happened to alyaa now.shes gone MIA.i miss her loads.even if we meet, i think we would be stoned and out of words.i MEAN out of words.we wouldnt know what to say because of the length of time we've been apart.

here on the left is a good pal form the prefectorial board.

Ilyana.she was the secretary.a very loyal,helpful and very VERY organised.hahah.here's a chicka who's been

dieting and now is soo much thinner.*ohhhh envies*

right photo: Diyana and Azita.i wasnt close with these two

but now azita and I are great friends.Diyana was known for her hip style and outstanding outfits to kill.Azita was always the listener and very sweet.and she bakes great brownies!

Lala and Adam!

these two were my heart and soul back in form 3.best buddies kan dulu?
Lala was the great listener

and adam was the playboy who needs a good friend to hang on to.people kept asking if Adam and I were a thing.NEVER people.oh i met adam early this year.he was

on his way to Puma and i was on a

date.oh the good times we had.Lala was always the middle man when Adam and I werent in good terms.this was taken in the raya month of 2006.

wanoyyy! Siti Syazwani.she got her nickname as wanoy because Lala has a nickname(her real name is nabila) and i have the name Peah.so she wanted a nickname so lala called her wanoy.we have the same heart beat man.we're like inseparable except she's a senior so she has her classes to attend and i have mine.i miss wanoyyy.

okay,this guy is Zhi Li. but we call ourselves the ALIs.thats because he got so badly sunburnt after some sports event so everyone started calling him Ali.a senior named salman gave me a nickname Ali because i called him sally.so thats why me and Zhi Li became the ALIs.haha

Amira Zulkifli!

shes the ultimate rockstar.like everyone wants to be her friend.me too.and i did.negh3.

these is an old reunion photo.emir(i wonder what happened to him),farah,me,megat and joden.hehe.miss you guys loads.these poeple are my primary school mates.the best of pals.soulmates.

I'm think i'm gonna stop now.penat lah upload gambar.hahah.

so till the next post.challo.

my driving stinks.

carpello marfello!

exactly! i went for the qualification test-something something- (QTI) and  i really stink.

i'm ready to bet its because of the godforsaken old kancil car.i hope my jpj test wont stink.just hope i get the nice car.

only yesterday that i bought my birthday cake.waited for my dad to come back from srwk.(no lobsters.false alarm).its a baskin robbins ice cream cake.jamoca almond fudge!so heres the cake!

biar ar gambar senget.so tilt your heads to see it.hehe

i wish i have a less rounder head so that  i dont look like a football when i wear selendangs.

so like hey, since i'm like aging(hahah 18 je pun), but i've been thinking,will i be myspace-ing when i start working? or when i get married? will i still be ym-ing when i'm married or will i be busy feeding my babies? haha.

lame right? but yeah,it is kinda weird to think about it.

im bored.

i dread but  can't wait to go back to uitm tomorrow.

and tomorrow's birthday lunch.

woohp!

bye.

morning post.

carpello marfello!

so like hey.

 

i read people's blogs and they're all like full of photos and colours and stuff.really charming.but i dont have time to edit all that.just check out the photos on myspace hey?

oh anyway.listen to that mr big song.click play.very nice.

today is friday and FINALLY i'm staying at home for the rest of the day.i've been out and about for the whole week(shopping,shopping,birthday,MARA issues,UiTM issues,friends).but i'll be heading to the airport later in the evening to get my dad.baru balik sarawak.woohp!expect lobsters and really huge prawns.haha

so anyway.i just noticed that i was tagged dekat page emon.so here goes! my first tag :)

adakah anda suka blogging? kenapa?
-okay je.when i just dont know whaat to do.and when i feel like writing.

blog siapa yang selalu anda sekodeng? nyatakan 5.
-emon.lala.random people.online shops.

adakah anda menginginkan seseorang dalam hidup anda? yang boleh menyayangi anda sepenuh hati? dan siapakah orang itu?
-nak.tapi ntah ngan sape tah.yang bila aku tgk mata dia, aku rasa dia orgnya.

gila jiwang.menyampah.

taken or single? mane lebih bagus.

-dua2 pun best ape

pernah tak cinta anda tidak dibalas?

-mestilah pernah.thats life.

ciri-ciri idaman gf/bf anda? nyatakan 5.
1.Spontaneous
2.Fun
3.can give me opinions upon shopping for clothes and help choose stuff when i shop.
4.be himself.
5.outgoing.

pada umur berapakah anda merancang untuk berkahwin?
-erm.25?

nak berapa anak?
-dua tiga.hhoho

hello,rude day.

carpello marfello!

heres a chat about my day with zulhisyam zainuddin.read up!

cptnDOOM. says:

weh weh i got story

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 pe

cptnDOOM. says:

 its like rude day today tau

 i went to pas tadi

 and i was being rude to this kakak yang sell bags and all

 my friend nak beli and cam i showed her the good ones lah

 then cam akak tuh ckp lah "dik, ada cermin kat dlm"

 i ckp je lah " tape kak,tayah cermin,kitorg ada"

 and i dont know but the kakak got offended mcm muka terus annoyed gila

 and msuk blik dlm kedai

 wth man

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 bongok

 akak tu yg bongok

cptnDOOM. says:

 my friends dah mcm weyh biadap siod

 maybe bcse the kakak kasi tgk cermin but i mcm tolak straight lah

 idk

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 dierng pon bongok

cptnDOOM. says:

 so oklah 

 1 story of rudeness over

 another one

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 ada banyaaaaaakkk~?

 rude-syah

cptnDOOM. says:

 ada 3!

 hahaha

 so anyway

 i went to this noodle shop

 tengok menu and price and all

 so the bro cam explain sume2

 then cam oklah bang tgk2 kedai lain dlu,kalau saya nak dtg, sy dtg lah

 ok 

 then pergi this other shop

 saje nak tgk the menu

 then belek2

 nothing good

 i dah cam weyh korg lagi best kedai noodle tu

 and the kakak jg pintu dah bengang je

 haha

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 bodo

cptnDOOM. says:

 haha that, i cant deny, kinda rude

 so another story

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 3rd

cptnDOOM. says:

 the last one, this girl was being rude to me

 and i babbled all the way into the ktm station

 kat my friend hani

 so anyway

 i was in the bus

 and chose one of the seats at the back

 i was sitting like 2 seats in front of some bunch of school ( yes, blue and white uniform)

 then my seat was kinda shaky so i had to move to the seat right in front of those gays

 they were like bapak noisy

 especially this girl yang her voice was like super hoarse

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 eeeee

cptnDOOM. says:

 my friend dah mcm perli, "agak2 pakcik drebar dgr x"

 but the kids didnt hear the sinister comment.

 the people sitting in front of the bus pun cam pandang2

 i got fed up

 i turned and said "adik,tolong ckp slow sket boleh tak?dalam bas lah, thank you"

 and u knoooow what that kiddo said?

 "aik,kene sound plak"

 wth hell man!

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 apa bodo nye

cptnDOOM. says:

 i turned and cam "bukan sound,tapi ni adab kat public ok"

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 gila rempit

cptnDOOM. says:

 i pusing kat my friend and said "ntah diorg faham public tu ape ke x"

 yes,gila rempit

 exactly.

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 judging by the phrase je

 n attitude dlm bus

 i mean

 attitude in public spaces

cptnDOOM. says:

 yeah

 rank the rudeness stories

 highest vote wins the most rude

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 story number 1 tu

 tak rude pon

 BUT

cptnDOOM. says:

 but?

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 i knoe u were excited at that time

 so

 kawal mulut sikit eh bila excited

 org bole tersinggung eventho its not rude

cptnDOOM. says:

 okay i get it.

 mmg agak insaf lah time tu

 the tone maybe?

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 yeah

cptnDOOM. says:

 but mmg cam ada kesedaran diri sket ar

 heh

 i need help

 anyway

 keep on ranking!

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 what?

 oh

 number 2

 cant say anything

 SEBAB MY MUM AND GRANDMA ALWAYS DO THAT

 so its kinda normal to me

cptnDOOM. says:

 hahaahah

 its customer's rights kann?

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 u have an attitude of a mum and grandma

cptnDOOM. says:

 hey!

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 yes

 kt mana2 pon

 people have the same mentality

 "customer = god"

 "customer is always right"

cptnDOOM. says:

 haha its kinda true

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 it is

 my fren who work in Carl's Jr.

 they have to have that mentality

 customer is everything

 so number 2 takde apa2 hal lah

cptnDOOM. says:

 hahaah

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 number 3

 if i were u

 i'll make a use of my zen

 as in ur zen

 play it out loud

cptnDOOM. says:

 i dont like to cause a fuss

 but it makes me nag a lot lah if i dont say it out loud

 they should all go to some pusat pemulihan akhlak

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 they are rempits

cptnDOOM. says:

 i dont know whats gonna happen to the future generation if they keep on with their attitudes lah

 esp malays

Yes hunny... I'm the one who is horny. =) says:

 they dont have self decency

cptnDOOM. says:

 if i were the girl,

 i would at least feel a bit ashamed because someone actually told me to shut up

 especially because its a stranger

p/s: i won bowling.feewit!

i don't know what to do.

carpello marfello!

i seriously don't know what to do when i'm online anymore.

then i remember.hey! i have a blog! so lets update!

haha.

i celebrated my 18th bday two days ago.it wasnt as fun as the ones that i had when i was in school.esp boarding school.

what did i do for my bday?

in the morning i went to this religious class.my mum wanted me to go.then i went for lunch with mum at secret recipe. i bought a slice of cake to bring home ( which i didnt get to eat cause my sister doesnt know that it was for me so she ate it.dang it! ). so i went home in the afternoon and spent some time calling my friends.thank you hotlink for the wonderful gift.haha.

i called afiq and i was  like "woi ko tanak bawak aku kuar jalan ke masa bday aku ni".so okay.we went out at around 6pm with zahareez as well.headed to kedai mamak in carrefour(roti naan xsedap pon).i paid the bill around seven and we left (mak pesan suruh belanja because i have a mara scholarship.lame right?).

later that night around 8.30pm, farah and her mum picked me up for dinner at uncle lim's in subang parade.went back home at around 10.30pm.thanks farah! 

so like heyy! my first photo uploaded on my blog?

hahah.

heres the list of the first 15 people to wish me.

1.muhd khairul syahmi

2.saadoun hammadi

3.afiq laniii

4.khairul azwan

5.najwa uitm

6.azita azlan

7.afiqah 

8.akif aka abang ngahh!

9.adahhh!

10.aliff azmin

11.emonnn!

12.diyana saufi

13.iszati s.

14.rohilmi jasmi

15.aizat(future brother-in-law).hehehe

hehe.

kinda lame for listing it down.hahawbut wth,for fun eh.its not like people read 'em anyway.haha.

i'm going to uitm today.to settle some things for intersession.so i think i'll go take my bath now.bye!

DEDICATED TO LALA G*!

carpello marfello!

hey lala.

i read ur comment and i'll try to contact u ASAP. wait till my credit is fully loaded that is.

muahah.

oh hello.

i think blogging is not safe anymore.

haha.

its fun writing things publicly and letting people read ( to show people how cool i am in public.*bows and claps*)

hahah.

I AM SCREWED. not cool.

i wish the jpa interiew results will come out earlier.im tired of waiting.

My Real Problem: why is it so hard for me to love someone like couples do?

My Personal Reason: i cant be committed to a relationship.

oh i met zulfadhli yesterday.and his gf.hahaha.saja busybody.

my leg still hurts from that walkabout.gaah.

gotta go.

i'll go manual and WRITE my diary.in a book.bye.

WOW.

carpello marfello!

it has been simply AGES.many things happened.

i dont think i'll be writing it here.its kinda private.

the last post i wrote abt spm results and all.

HEY!

i got straight A's but with 2 A2.islamic studies and chemistry.

thats old story.

i went for this JPA interview.it was okay.but i was dumb enough to write that i'm on MARA scholarship so theres a slim chance of getting it eventhough i did OKAY for the interview.darn.

i really want to leave Uitm right now.i just cant live with all this trouble. i just want to leave all this problems and just run away.

wanna know more?

contact me people, contact me.

finals are coming up next week.

study week was a disaster.had been sleeping and talking and hanging out all the time.

haih.

i miss khairul syahmi.

bye.

lame.

carpello marfello!

its been ages man.

i dont hve time to go online and type long pages about my life anymore.

even my own journal(written.lets go manual!) is not updated! its like lacking of half a month of activities!

darn.

im kinda depressed now that i am back to being single.

hahah yeah.

single baby.

but after talking to ro, i think what he said is true.even if i do find one now, i wouldnt last more than two to three months cause i'll get bored and all.

hahah.

studying is boring if u dont get what the lecturer is teaching.for instance, math.

mr kamaruzman likes to talk to the whiteboard instead of talking to actual people.darn.

oh oh participated in this persak thing which is race around uitm shah alam while carrying a sack of  heavy stuff.i was in the unisex team(hahaha sounds weird) so i didnt actually have to carry that sack.hahahah our team won and actually broke the record.feewit!

oh oh and i participated in this charity run ( is that what u call larian amal? haha) and was one of the earliest to finish the run and won a tumbler.haha lame.wow.am i crazy about running or what?ngeh.

i'm a naughty girl.fin.wnna know more in detail? contact me.hahah

and ohh im gng to penang on the 12th of march to get my spm results.nightmare man.i dont think im getting good results.just pray fr the best.

im depressed.

what else should i be typing about?

oh yeah. i STILL havent start on my driving class ANNND i havent got a reply on the blog job so i think i failed on my first attempt to get a job.darn.such a loser,gay.

im always eating nowadays.no wonder im fat.okay not fat.just heavy.haha.

im CRAVING for this pair of everlast shoes.simply just cute!

im tired of typing.bye

in class

carpello marfello!

ohk so were suppose to register to be an official uitm student.
im done.
but i dont consider myself as an uitm student UNLESS i get my matrix card.
im actually bored right now so thats why im writing here.
i wrote to doctorjob abt the blogging job but im not getting any reply, in fact, i actually did send my essay but still, no reply.
dang it.
i want the job! i want to be payed! i want $$$!
im currently broke.
im buying prepaid topups constantly and theyre finishing constantly!
there are a few thing happening here but i dont think ill be writing everything here because theres a few things that id like to keep as a secret.
only me and only i knowww.
but along and ro knows.
im not planning to tell anyone else because its a naughty secret.
along and ro knew bcse it happnd when they contacted me so SPILL JE LAH :p

so heres a few o f my friends :)

RORo:
honestly,i really don like it!!!!
but 4 my new fren>>>>>i juz do it,huhuuuuuuuuuuu
in uitm, feelinglesss!!!
wei,x ckup njoy ma!!!
that's all from me



HanI :
hi!!!! i'm not feeling well today....
stress!!!! i dun know y....
ithnk dati'm not ready yet to be a uni student...
bosan lar, nak balik, nak lepak2 lg cam org len
nak amek lesen kete!!!!!!
tapi naseb bek r kt cni jmpe gak orng yang x tol cam ecot ni..
ada roro, hanim,add, n ecot!!!
huahuahua...... dah r 2..
mane lcturer ni erk.. tp kalo x msok pon orait gak..
smoga hanim bahagia nagn abg hensem...
n aisyah pon... ngan mr flirt


FYI> hani bahagia ngn nasrul :p

uitm puncak perdana.

carpello marfello!

like heyeyyy!
so ive just started university and just started lecture yesterday.
tiring!
i dont feel like writing much.
this guy classmate of mine calls me ecot.
like whaa?
ecot?
hadoyhh.
new nickname.i dont think its gna stick.lets just see how far it goes.hahah.

i miss aliff azmin gilaaaa!
hes in national service so skrg gila sengsara.
its boring without him around!
we might be going out during the cny hols.
im really looking frwd to that.
hoooh!

so im living in an apartment with 8 people but its actually a kolej property so its like living in a hostel but in an apartment form.cool gak.
my house is on the 5th floor man!
gotta climb up the extreme number of stairs and this actually explain the figure of speech "a flight of stairs".
goosh.
the lecture rooms are all on the 3rd floor of the campus building.hah! i think im thinner already.
hahahaha

so thats it.
tata!
oh yeah.happy new year!